THE MYSTIC JESUS with MARIANNE WILLIAMSON

Karen Kenney: 00:00:01

Karen. Hey you guys. Welcome to the Karen Kenney show. I can barely contain my excitement. I'm so happy whenever I get to talk to Marion Williamson, and I

Karen Kenney: 00:00:15

really often feel like she doesn't even need an introduction. So the world kind of talks about her as Marion Williamson. And I feel like, I mean, I've known you since I was in

Karen Kenney: 00:00:26

my 20s, so it's been a wicked long time, like over 30 years. And so I've kind of known you since, I want to say 19 Well, 1992 is when I discovered, you look at how old

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this sucker is. It is like brown on the edges. I have had this book. This is the book. Did I ever tell you the story of this book and how I first got to who you were?

Marianne Williamson: 00:00:52

I definitely remember the time getting to know you when we want to stage and you were in those overalls you used to wear all the time. I do remember the

Marianne Williamson: 00:01:01

first day we met, but no, I don't know the story of how you found that.

Karen Kenney: 00:01:04

So I had, like, graduated from from BU, from Boston University. My roommate at the time, went to Emerson College, and she had an internship at CBS, and so she

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went on to become an Emmy Award winning casting director for the young and the restless and these different shows stuff. But when she was first moving out to LA, she

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was like, she didn't, she's like, will you come with me? And I was like, Okay, I had, literally, no, I had, like, $1,200 in my pocket. And, uh, is it like a Thomas guide,

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the thing that used to tell you where all the streets were, like, that's all I had. So for the first I would say I was there for about eight years, and for the first six

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years or so, six and a half years, I had no car, no transportation. I was taking the bus everywhere. So one of my saving graces My whole life has always been my love of books,

Karen Kenney: 00:01:52

my love of reading. That is something that my mother passed down to me. So where I would see comfort is going into bookstores. And so one day I went into the bookstore. It

Karen Kenney: 00:02:01

was crown books in Burbank on Sepulveda. I'll never forget. And I walked in, I ended up working at that bookstore. Eventually, I spent so much time there, they offered me a

Karen Kenney: 00:02:10

job. But I'll never forget going into the bookstore. And at that time, and I still, I was really into fitness and lifting weights. And I was like, Oh, I'm gonna go into the

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health section. And as I was walking through to I remember it so vividly, walking straight back into where the health section was, the magazines, the body building

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magazines, all that stuff. And I literally heard a voice in my head say, You should go to the Self Help section, because you could use some help. And I thought like what is

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happening, but I listened, for whatever reason, I said, okay, and I was walking down the aisle, and I'm looking at everything, and this is back in the day, like 92 this is

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like Deepak and like all this self help, you know, everything's blowing up. There's all these books, and I'm just looking a little overwhelmed, and there's nobody else in the

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aisle with me, and all of a sudden, literally, this book goes like this. And literally, I swear to God, the book fell off the shelf. Literally, I looked down. I

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always tell this story, and I see this face looking back at me. And this is me. That's literally what I said, Who's this broad. And so I pick it up and I read it, and I'm like

Karen Kenney: 00:03:25

a return to love, reflections on the principles of A Course in Miracles. And I had no idea what it was. I was raised a Catholic. I had no idea what this was. And I

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thought to myself, Jesus, I could use a miracle. Oh, and I sat down on the floor and I opened up this book. This was before there were chairs in bookstores, and I sat on the

Karen Kenney: 00:03:44

floor and I opened this book, and I say two things. I say number one, I had never, ever heard anybody talk about God the way that you talked about God, and I found it

Karen Kenney: 00:03:55

incredibly intriguing and attractive and really magnetizing. And I also got really mad, because it was the first time anybody had ever told me that, like, I kind of had a

Karen Kenney: 00:04:07

say in my own suffering, that, like I had a choice in how I interpreted the events that had happened in my life. And it was from that point forward that I was like, as soon

Karen Kenney: 00:04:17

as I get a car first, one of the first things I'm going to do is go to one of your lectures, because you were lecturing at the time every week in LA. And I went to your

Karen Kenney: 00:04:27

lectures. And I just remember, I mean, I do an impression of you out of love, like, you know, I'm like in, you know, we see in the middle of our mind a beautiful ball of gold.

Karen Kenney: 00:04:36

We watch as this light grows larger in line. But so many things that you did on stage way back in the day, like it deeply gets in my subconscious. And so even now, whenever I

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have an event or a retreat or a yoga class, I tell everybody, turn to the people to your left and your right and front and behind and introduce yourself like that's something I

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got from you. And I always give you credit and stuff. But from that point, then I started going to your special events, and when I first met you, where I met you, I

Karen Kenney: 00:05:09

will never forget it. It was at Michael BEX with agape, and you were doing a workshop on relationships, and I had the overalls on I'll never forget and I stood up, and I had

Karen Kenney: 00:05:22

every intention. I was dating a magician. At the time, I worked at a place called wizards, up at Universal City Walk, and I was dating a magician, and it just was not

Karen Kenney: 00:05:33

going well. It was not magic. I mean, we went back and forth, and I got up and I thought I was going to ask a question about relationships. And as soon as I got to the

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mic, I literally say, I feel like my mother, like, took over my body, and she made me ask you the question. And I said, I'm not so sure. Like, I get this whole forgiveness

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thing. And you said, like, Well, tell me more. And I told you a little bit about my mother being murdered and being killed, and then and I said to you, my mother has

Karen Kenney: 00:06:06

started coming to me in my dreams. And she said to me, I've forgiven him. Now it's your turn. And I said, and I don't know how to do that. And so that's when you brought me up

Karen Kenney: 00:06:19

on stage, and that was one of the most I'm getting goosebumps, even retelling the story. But I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever forget that experience. And when you

Karen Kenney: 00:06:31

hugged me, the things you said in my ear, the thing you said to the crowd, it was one of the most life changing experiences of my life. And I mean, I don't want to, I could

Karen Kenney: 00:06:43

go on and on, but I write about it in my book. PS, is a whole chapter on you.

Marianne Williamson: 00:06:48

Well, you know, it's so fascinating what you're saying about your mom, because I didn't remember that she had come to you in a dream, and it said that. So

Marianne Williamson: 00:06:56

after that, did she stop coming in the dreams? Or? No,

Karen Kenney: 00:07:00

she still comes, she still comes to me in my dreams, but the dreams now are like the dreams now are almost all a little more stressful, meaning the number

Karen Kenney: 00:07:13

one theme in my dreams is that other people in my family that somehow she's still alive. And other people in my family knew she's been alive this whole time, but never told

Karen Kenney: 00:07:26

me. And so now I'm I will find out, and then I go looking for her, and then I find her, and I say, Where have you been? Why have you been gone for so long? Like I missed you so

Karen Kenney: 00:07:41

much, and it's very intense my dream, my dreams about my mother, are never just like, oh yeah,

Marianne Williamson: 00:07:48

in the dream, does she respond to that question?

Karen Kenney: 00:07:53

What normally happens is I'm so emotional that I wake myself up. But there was one dream, and I write about it in the book, where I was so mad at everybody,

Karen Kenney: 00:08:05

and I found her I like, everyone's so mad. We were all playing cards around the table, and people started dropping hints. And I finally said, like, what aren't you guys

Karen Kenney: 00:08:14

telling me? They told me she was alive. They told me where she lived. She lived right down the street from me, and I ran down the street, like, busted in the front door of

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her house, and we were in this long, skinny hallway. We were both wearing, like pockets, like snow jackets and stuff like that. And I grabbed her, and she basically just hugged

Karen Kenney: 00:08:33

me, and she leaned against the wall, and we both slid down the wall onto the floor, and she basically, basically said to me something like, you know, I've never left

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you. And then she basically says, you know, like, basically, like me and God, have always been here for you. And so it's always, like, really big. But this whole

Karen Kenney: 00:08:56

thing I've always said about you that I really believe that one of the that she was instrumental in me discovering you and I always say two of the most impactful things

Karen Kenney: 00:09:06

in my life have been losing my mother and finding Mary. Ann Williamson, uh, you're muted.

Unknown: 00:09:20

How old would your mother be today?

Karen Kenney: 00:09:22

So she was born in 47 so she'd be

Marianne Williamson: 00:09:26

five years older than me. She'd be like, 77 years old now. Yeah, yeah,

Karen Kenney: 00:09:30

she was 33 she was the same age as Jesus when she died, and she was 33 and I just think, like, you know, I never thought I would outlive her. Like that was.

Karen Kenney: 00:09:40

It's always a very strange thing when you outlive your parent, and then you do and then the older I get, the more I just have so much compassion for that young woman and

Karen Kenney: 00:09:53

how young like, how young she was, how young she was. I. And I wish, I wish I could have seen who she would have become. I have no doubt that she sees what I'm up to my

Karen Kenney: 00:10:08

shenanigans, but I wish I could have seen the actualization of her dreams. I think that would have been really, really cool. Although I have said, I have said, because I

Karen Kenney: 00:10:19

was so attached to her. She the pull of my mother's gravity was so strong, like she talked about the light of the world when my mother walked into a room, it was like, and

Karen Kenney: 00:10:30

I don't know if I ever would have left Massachusetts, like, I don't know if I ever would have went off to college or moved to LA or did any of those things that allowed

Karen Kenney: 00:10:38

me. I don't I often say this, and I mean it with deep reverence and respect for her and her life and her suffering and what she went through, but I don't know that I would be

Karen Kenney: 00:10:48

the same person if she had lived.

Marianne Williamson: 00:10:50

Yeah, I've heard you say that before, and it's all part of the larger mystery, isn't it? Well, God's answer to death is always some greater form of

Marianne Williamson: 00:11:01

life. And you have lived out an aspect of her life that she wasn't able to live out on this earth. You've lived it out for her. And you know, you're also old enough now to have

Marianne Williamson: 00:11:17

a stronger awareness that the time between when that horrible thing happened and now is probably greater than the time between now and when you'll see her again.

Karen Kenney: 00:11:32

It's so true, right? I mean, I take great comfort. I take great comfort in that, you know, I think, as you know, in, in this illusion that we're all in, in the

Karen Kenney: 00:11:42

dream and yoga, we call it the Maya, the illusion, course, in miracles, the dream, you know, I feel like, I feel like there's a part of me that's already reunited, like I

Karen Kenney: 00:11:51

feel like that. I'm just still acting out whatever's left on this, you know, as a writer, you know, as a fellow writer, well, the script, the acting, the directing, you

Karen Kenney: 00:12:00

know, and I don't know if it was you, I don't know who said it, but I kind of think about this all the time, that sometimes we can look at our life as if we're sitting in

Karen Kenney: 00:12:10

the audience with Jesus. Oh, that's a good one. We're sitting in the audience with Jesus watching the movie. Was it you? It sounds like you're No,

Marianne Williamson: 00:12:19

I agree with it. I think it sounds cool, but no, and yeah, I didn't say that one, yeah. And

Karen Kenney: 00:12:24

you basically lean over to him and you ask, is this, is this a tragedy or a comedy? Oh, that's

Marianne Williamson: 00:12:30

great. I understand it, but kudos to them well. So I think, from A Course in Miracles perspective and everything that we know, she hasn't ever

Marianne Williamson: 00:12:39

left you, yeah, life is one, and the veil between this life and the life on the other side is so thinner and thinner, the more you know. And of course, she said that to you in

Marianne Williamson: 00:12:50

a dream. I never left you. She's been here the entire time. And also it makes you wonder, you know, I think about this with my parents. I think about it with my sister,

Marianne Williamson: 00:12:59

any, any people that we know who have passed, I wonder what they're doing over there. You

Karen Kenney: 00:13:05

know, I was lucky enough to meet you mom. She came to Egypt with us on that trip. Yeah,

Marianne Williamson: 00:13:12

and I have pictures Karen that I find every once in a while. You know, India, she was such a little girl. Then she now is not only the mother of a

Marianne Williamson: 00:13:19

little girl, but pregnant with a second little girl.

Karen Kenney: 00:13:21

I know it's incredible when I think to that and how fascinating it was to, you know, just like you're a famous person, like in like, you know, I think you're

Karen Kenney: 00:13:33

really well known. You've run for president twice. You have 16 books, four of which became New York Times number one bestseller. I mean, the shit you've accomplished in this

Karen Kenney: 00:13:41

lifetime is, like, so remarkable. I hope you pause. I hope you do pause once in a while and realize how remarkable. Like, what a, what a, I don't know. I often wonder, like,

Karen Kenney: 00:13:54

maybe your ancestors knew all along, like that the world was like, ready for you, and then you got sent here, or whatever, but you have accomplished some incredible things and

Karen Kenney: 00:14:03

but I remember me, it's just, it's true, meeting your mom and how, like, how do I explain this? It was like, almost like just being, not so much a fly on the wall, but I

Karen Kenney: 00:14:15

was so fascinated with the dynamic of you two, because I am just fascinated by the religious daughter mothers and daughters, anyway, but I have a picture of you. I think

Karen Kenney: 00:14:26

I actually even sent it to you, and you're both sitting. We were on, I think this is when we were going down the Nile on the cruise, and we're on the ship, and there's a

Karen Kenney: 00:14:34

picture of you, and you have a thing, like I said, because I've been watching you for 35 years, the way you do this thing with your chin and your finger, and your mother was,

Karen Kenney: 00:14:41

like, sitting, and I'm like, Oh my God. Like, I'm seeing the DNA. Like, right here. It was so incredible. Wow, yeah,

Marianne Williamson: 00:14:48

I would like to, I do you know when she used to come to visit when I was giving lectures in Los Angeles, yeah, and all of these, particularly all these gay

Marianne Williamson: 00:14:59

men, young men. Who Would my lectures, and they would go after her, Oh, Mrs. Williamson, your daughter. This, your daughter, that and your daughter has been so

Marianne Williamson: 00:15:06

wonderful to me. And this is what my mother would always say. She was very difficult to raise. Yes, I think I was very difficult to write. I remember saying to my mother once,

Marianne Williamson: 00:15:20

when I was a young woman, you know, my sister married, and she had a home, and she had children, and she had a good marriage, and she just it all worked. And I was like,

Marianne Williamson: 00:15:30

you know, kind of always struggling. And I said to my mother at one point, this was before I My career started. I said, Mommy, why don't you just admit it. You like Jane.

Marianne Williamson: 00:15:42

You like Jane and you don't. You don't like me the way you like Jane. Why don't you just admit it? And her response to me was so amazing. She said, Because I expected that

Marianne Williamson: 00:15:54

she would say, that's just not true. That's not what she said. She said, for the last 10 years, your sister has given me nothing but joy, and you have given me nothing but pain

Marianne Williamson: 00:16:07

or anxiety or whatever she said. And I thought to myself, well, you know, she has a feeling that's reasonable. I can't really complain about that. So I thought that was

Marianne Williamson: 00:16:16

she, at that point, wanted a different kind of daughter, and I wanted a different kind of mother, sure, once I figured that out and saw the mirroring that was happening. And

Marianne Williamson: 00:16:25

you know, I didn't have the tragic end to my mother's life that you had, but like you, even though my mother lived to be very old woman, I wish I had another five minutes

Marianne Williamson: 00:16:41

with her, don't we? I remember reading an interview with Stella McCartney. You know, her mother was Linda. I read an interview in a magazine, and they said, If you could have

Marianne Williamson: 00:16:51

anything, what would you want? And she said, five more minutes with my mother. Oh,

Karen Kenney: 00:16:56

my God. Isn't that the truth? It makes me verklempt,

Marianne Williamson: 00:17:02

but we're gonna have eternity with them. I know. I know, and we do have eternity with them. I mean, they're here. We

Karen Kenney: 00:17:09

get I think of it jokingly. I say it's we're a little greedy, right? It's like, it's the physical longing. It's like, whether it's their smell, the sound of their

Karen Kenney: 00:17:16

voice, their laughter, whatever the thing is. And I think for me, what it was, is that my mother was highly attuned to my sensitivity, like she knew what a sensitive

Karen Kenney: 00:17:29

kid I was, and I really feel like my mother deeply saw me, deeply heard me, and she was not a perfect mother by any by any stretch of the imagination, but she she she saw me,

Karen Kenney: 00:17:45

she heard me, and I belonged to her. I knew that I had a place of belonging. And so much of what my my life's journey, my spiritual journey, has been, was, and this is what my

Karen Kenney: 00:18:00

memoir is about. My book is about that I'm still writing is about the to to to realize that I have always belonged and that I have belonged to something greater than even my

Karen Kenney: 00:18:12

mother. And do you want to say something?

Marianne Williamson: 00:18:17

Well, I can't remember. How old were you when 1212? I so

Karen Kenney: 00:18:23

it was at precipice, right? And I was such a tomboy, like I was. I cried when I got my period. I cried when I had to start wearing a bra, like I just was, like,

Karen Kenney: 00:18:34

such a little like, you know, I was, I looked like a boy till I was 13, really? Like, oh, I had short hair. I would go into a woman's bathroom. They'd kick me out. They

Karen Kenney: 00:18:42

thought I was like, be I was like, I looked like a little boy. And

Marianne Williamson: 00:18:46

so, who ushered you through all that? Me, no, but you went to live, what with

Karen Kenney: 00:18:52

relatives? Oh, yeah. So my my mother, this is interesting. Like, about a week or so before she died, I got my first period, and she had given me my sex talk.

Karen Kenney: 00:19:02

Like I got the sex talk when I was like six, because I had stepsisters and I had an older sister. She's only a year and a half older than me, but we used to have this book at my

Karen Kenney: 00:19:10

house called how babies were made. And I found it, and I asked some questions, or I stumbled upon, I think she was giving my she's my stepsister. I call her my sister

Karen Kenney: 00:19:20

Kathy. She was she was getting the sex talk, and I think I walked in the room, my mother's like, yeah, here, sit down. So she talked to us about those things. So she

Karen Kenney: 00:19:29

taught me about menstruation in your period. And I'll never forget, I tell this story that, like, about a week before she was killed, she was laying in her she was in her

Karen Kenney: 00:19:38

bedroom, on her bed, on the phone, talking to one of her girlfriends, and I was walking by into the kitchen to get a snack, and I heard her. I overheard her, she said. She

Karen Kenney: 00:19:47

started telling her that I got my period, and I was horrified. I was so mad. And I was like, You traitor. How could you tell her? Like, how could you tell her? And she just,

Karen Kenney: 00:19:56

like, laughed, not in a mean way. She just kind of laughed at my drama. And then. She explained, she's like, Yeah, the pads are in the bathroom, whatever like. So she

Karen Kenney: 00:20:03

explained it to me, but like, I taught myself how to use a tampon. I went and bought them for the first time. Like those things, like becoming a woman, like, I

Karen Kenney: 00:20:11

figured all that out basically on my own, because nobody, nobody in my family, talked about anything. So my my biological father's brother, my uncle and his wife were the ones

Karen Kenney: 00:20:27

to take us in. So I lived with them for four and a half years after my mother died, and then at 17, I went off to college, and I was on my own from from 17 on, so it was like a

Karen Kenney: 00:20:39

journey. Like, like, that's why I say, It's no joke when I say, like, I found you, and you know, there were, there are a couple of women throughout over time, like Miss

Karen Kenney: 00:20:48

Lefebvre. She was my she was my high school teacher, she was my cheerleading coach, and she was my boyfriend's mother, and miss, like, miss, like, saved me. And then it was

Karen Kenney: 00:20:59

like, a series of this. So it was like, miss, and then I found you, and then you introduced me to Daphne, and I found Daphne, and she played a role

Unknown: 00:21:07

like that. Have you? Do you? Are you in touch with Daphne once in a blue moon?

Karen Kenney: 00:21:12

But it's probably been about three years, maybe a little more four years, but once in a blue moon, because she used to get my newsletter, and she would read it,

Karen Kenney: 00:21:20

and she'd send me a little love note. But as far as I know, she's still alive, and she's still in Santa Barbara. As far as I know, she moved for a while, but then I think she

Karen Kenney: 00:21:28

moved back, so she was in

Marianne Williamson: 00:21:30

Hawaii. Yeah, yeah. I was thinking about her recently. I'd love to be in touch with her. I haven't talked to her in many years, lot longer than three

Marianne Williamson: 00:21:37

years. And I would just love to Yeah, she was think of her very fondly and great writer.

Karen Kenney: 00:21:43

She is a great writer, and she was one of the first people to really start to talk to me about, like, Pat's work, ifs internal family systems, and really honoring

Karen Kenney: 00:21:55

the younger versions of myself and giving them a voice and listening to what I needed. And I I just think back to all of you, but I wanted, I'm laughing. One of the things I

Karen Kenney: 00:22:05

had this little, it's not really a surprise, but I was laughing because I'm like, I wanted to show you this. This is the first with my own money, the very first thing

Karen Kenney: 00:22:12

after your book that I bought, I bought this at one of your lectures. And it was like, probably let me see. Look at this, the old cassette tapes. Wow, I have, like, your

Karen Kenney: 00:22:25

whole series. Like, this is when they used to come in, like these, these old plastic things. And look at these. I bought every single one of them. This was before I think

Karen Kenney: 00:22:34

I could get to your I was like, I would buy all your, all your audio cassettes, and I would listen to them in my little walk that I would like listen to all of your

Karen Kenney: 00:22:43

cassettes, and I'd be like, All right, what does Mary Ann have to say on women playing big? What did she have to say about creativity and self confidence? You you were

Karen Kenney: 00:22:53

like, um, you know, you were like, my spiritual mother, my spiritual godmother. And you know, you've just played such a huge role in my life. But enough about me. I can

Karen Kenney: 00:23:02

talk about us all day long. I want to talk about, like, the role that you have played, I think, in the greater world, in the work that you've done. I mean your books, of

Karen Kenney: 00:23:11

course, I mean a return to love is, is strat stratified. But what I want to really talk about is your new one. I am so happy that you wrote a book about Jesus. Oh, thank you.

Karen Kenney: 00:23:23

I am so excited. So for those of you who are not watching the episode, but you're listening, I'm holding up Mary Ann's latest book, her 16th book. It's called the mystic

Karen Kenney: 00:23:32

Jesus, the mind of love. And I'm just going to read a little something from the back, and then maybe we can dive into this. You say the mystic Jesus is a deeper alignment

Karen Kenney: 00:23:44

of heart and mind, redirecting human intelligence and reminding us of who we are. He was a historical figure, of course, but he is a historical as well. He was present

Karen Kenney: 00:23:56

as a man on the earth 2000 years ago, and he is present as a spirit within our psyches even now. Oh, I love this. He is a name for the unalterable love. Don't we all need some

Karen Kenney: 00:24:09

unalterable love right now. He is a name for the unalterable love that all of us share, out of which we were created and through which all of us are one. I think right now,

Karen Kenney: 00:24:24

in the world with the way everything is kind of going, I don't think a lot of people feel as if we are one, this idea of perfect Oneness in A Course in Miracles, right? And

Karen Kenney: 00:24:38

we have very much bought into the tiny, mad idea of separation. So when we talk about, when we talk about Jesus in this way that He is the unalterable love through which all of

Karen Kenney: 00:24:51

us are one. I mean, how do you think like this bull, this book in particular, but. Idea of Jesus as being this figure who, in some ways, if we pay attention, can guide us

Karen Kenney: 00:25:07

into how we can have that experience of our perfect Oneness. You want to say a little bit more about that.

Marianne Williamson: 00:25:14

Well, to the traditional Christian, the line there is only one begotten Son, means Jesus, from the metaphysical or mystical, Miracle minded

Marianne Williamson: 00:25:24

perspective, there's only one of us here. That's the meaning of there is only one begotten Son, that the Son of God is One creation. The image I often use is of the

Marianne Williamson: 00:25:36

wheels right and the spokes of the wheel. So we are used to identifying the various spokes by their position on the rim of the wheel. But if you take each spoke all the

Marianne Williamson: 00:25:47

way to its source point, it's one single source point, and the Course in Miracles, much like that, it's also similar to the way Carl Jung said, if you go deep enough into

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your mind, and deep enough into mind, there are mental images. We all share what he called archetypes. The Christ Mind, the one begotten Son, takes it one step further,

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that if you go deep enough into your mind and deep enough into mine, we share the same mind. So we are one on the realm of spirit, so on the realm of the material. Clearly,

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you're over there, and I'm over here, on the realm of spirit. There's no place where I stop and you start. So we perceive with the body senses, and thus we receive a world of

Marianne Williamson: 00:26:36

disunity and separation and disharmony and conflict and all of the things that can arise so easily from that filter. But the heart knows a truth that is truer. What the

Marianne Williamson: 00:26:49

course of miracle says is a world beyond this one, and that we can know it even when we can't see it. And when we know it. It's much like when a plane is flying through

Marianne Williamson: 00:27:03

clouds. All it is is hot air. But if you were only basing your perception on your physical eyes, you think, Well, if the plane hits the cloud, it's going to crash. But the

Marianne Williamson: 00:27:16

pilot knows. The pilot knows there's a horizon. The pilot knows that it's just air that I'm going to just flow through, right fly through. So faith is knowing, even

Marianne Williamson: 00:27:30

though my physical senses perceive the Maya, the illusion, just knowing it is Maya, that it is illusion, just knowing Be still and know in that moment what the Course calls a

Marianne Williamson: 00:27:44

holy instant, if you'll just take that moment of knowing that I am dwelling within this realm of the insanity. You know, I love that famous line Emily Dickinson, I dwell in

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possibility. Yeah, you you can choose, no matter what your worldly circumstances, what world you want to dwell in. The world we wish to dwell in is one in which all of us

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:08

are loving beings, and we just want to love and be loved, and we're so confused living in this earth, and it's so complicated here, and there's so much evidence of the

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:16

separation, and it's so and all of us there are these places where we just want to be loved, but we don't know how to love in that moment and get our needs met, so we all turn

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:25

into jerks. Sometimes. Just

Karen Kenney: 00:28:28

know that be

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:30

willing, and that's what the Course in Miracles says, is forgiveness, that I am willing to extend my perceptions beyond what the physical senses

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:39

provide. Now you and I have loved each other for a long time, so I know in my experience of you, I don't ever get anything but kindness and appreciation. So it's easy for

Marianne Williamson: 00:28:49

me to soften it's easy for me to feel safe, it's easy for me to love back. But we meet people on our path with whom it is not necessarily that easy. Obviously, you've had

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:01

an experience in your life which is extreme, deeply extreme, where How can I possibly see beyond the guilt of this person? And that's what's so profound about your mother saying,

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:12

I've forgiven him. It's your turn now. Now we're not, and I know you're not, and we're not even from a from a from a theological perspective, minimizing the human

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:23

experience, but it is to say that there's a truth of eternal innocence that lies beyond this world as we experience it, and enlightenment, the Course says, is a shift

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:38

in self perception From body identification to spirit identification, one of the things you said a few months ago was that when you a few minutes ago was that when you first

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:46

read a return to love, it was the first time you had been exposed to the idea that you were responsible, that you the idea is that the circumstances are what the circumstances

Marianne Williamson: 00:29:57

are. And in your case, obviously you. Terrible and that someone is saying, but Viktor Frankl, this was a very powerful statement, that no matter what you were

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:09

responsible for, who you choose to be in the space of what's happened, you were responsible for what you choose to think in the space of what happens. And I think

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:17

that's really important right now in this country and in this world, because if we see ourselves only as victims, and we see our see whether it's mosque or Trump or

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:28

whomever, or left or many, or, you know, some people's some people's politics, or they see the people on the left are the problems. Some people see the people on the

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:36

right of the problem. If we, if we stay there, that is what has created this experience of the DIS United States. None of us can feel happy in that place. None of us

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:47

can feel peaceful in that place. So this is a real inflection point. This is a real choice point. Am I willing to see beyond the illusion of our separation? Now that doesn't

Marianne Williamson: 00:30:59

mean we're going to agree with each other, we don't have to agree with each other. It doesn't even mean we don't work passionately to block behavior that we think is really

Marianne Williamson: 00:31:10

wrong. I mean, in politics and society, you set boundaries just like you do as an individual. Love sometimes says no. Love sometimes is absolutely clear that that is

Marianne Williamson: 00:31:22

not up to my standards, right? Yes, and that's okay, but we can still keep our hearts open and in both personal relationships as well as collective

Marianne Williamson: 00:31:32

relationships, keeping our hearts open knowing there's a larger context, even when it's time to set boundaries or whatever form of saying no is appropriate will make all

Marianne Williamson: 00:31:45

the difference. And then what that does the Course in Miracles says, is that it transforms the realm of the illusion. And the realm of the illusion will become a

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place in which fear turns into love and disunity turns into unity. And I think any thinking person knows that we need that now, just like when you said, when you saw the

Marianne Williamson: 00:32:05

book and went, well, I need a miracle. You know, Karen, I had an interesting experience about a week ago. I was out to dinner with a couple friends of mine, and the woman is a

Marianne Williamson: 00:32:19

wonderful woman, but I've heard her talk about religion in pretty dismissive ways. I know she's not one of us, spiritually and all that kind of stuff. And we were talking

Marianne Williamson: 00:32:30

about the political situation in the United States today, and she's very, very astute, very and that's her field as well. And I said, Well, I believe in miracles. And she

Marianne Williamson: 00:32:44

said, very seriously, well, it will take a miracle now. And I thought, Dwight, hallelujah, God works in mysterious what? Cuz I never thought I'd hear that from her.

Marianne Williamson: 00:32:55

And I thought, you know, this is forcing a lot of people to the very painful at first realization that, as they say in AA, your best thinking got you here, and this is

Marianne Williamson: 00:33:12

unmanageable. You can't fix this. All the institutions you thought were going to fix this, all the laws you thought were going to fix this all the things. Well, guess what?

Marianne Williamson: 00:33:23

Here we have the material, yeah, on the material plane. Other forces have it very locked up. So time for a miracle. I

Karen Kenney: 00:33:32

love that we're talking about this, because I cannot tell you how painful it is. You know, when you know a person, and then you see online, right? So, like, you'll

Karen Kenney: 00:33:45

do a post about, yeah, you know, it's not abuse there. The abuse like, whatever your what your thoughts, because you have been like, almost like, daily. Sometimes I don't

Karen Kenney: 00:33:56

even maybe twice a day, unless I'm making it up in my head. But you've been doing a lot on your sub stack. And you guys go check out our sub stack, all the links to all the ways

Karen Kenney: 00:34:05

to interact with Marianne and do classes and all those things I'll post, but, but you post a lot of things, and there's this thing about spiritual people that was gonna be not

Karen Kenney: 00:34:16

even gonna say, excuse my language. Everybody knows I got a potty mouth, but, like, it drives me fucking nuts when they just expect us all there's an ex look,

Karen Kenney: 00:34:27

Course in Miracles, people, I love you. And there's this thing that a lot of Course in Miracles students do, which is they think we're just supposed to pretend like nothing

Karen Kenney: 00:34:38

is happening and that we're not supposed like, it's so judgmental and unloving. And Marianne, how can you post such dark things into I'm like, dark things we're just

Karen Kenney: 00:34:50

saying, what's going down? And one of the things I've always said is, even if it's not here in small our reality, it's not, quote, unquote, real. It. Doesn't mean we don't do

Karen Kenney: 00:35:00

anything. I'm like, if you see a hungry kid, you give him a sandwich like you feed people you love people. You do things we don't stick our head in the sand and pretend like

Karen Kenney: 00:35:09

we're not supposed to do anything. And even Jesus is one of the things I love about Jesus as a mystic, and as some people have even said, he's a heretic, right? Like he

Karen Kenney: 00:35:19

didn't like you even said in your book, I think in one of the chapters, he doesn't ignore things. Can you talk about this a little bit, this confusion?

Marianne Williamson: 00:35:28

Absolutely. Well, the Course in Miracles says, look at the crucifixion, but do not dwell on it. If you don't look at it, you're not transcending

Marianne Williamson: 00:35:36

something. You're in denial. And the Course in Miracles talks about negative denial and positive denial. Negative denial is, oh, let's not look at it. And by the way, you

Marianne Williamson: 00:35:45

say a lot of Course in Miracles students, I'm sorry, I think a lot of people who say that have not actually read the whole thing, well, right? Because if you, if you actually

Marianne Williamson: 00:35:53

read the Course in Miracles, it is not a book that denies, within this illusion, that some terrible things happen. Thank you. And the Course in Miracles says, with the

Marianne Williamson: 00:36:03

illusions are as powerful in their effects as is the truth. It's like you were just saying, when God saw a hungry person, he when Jesus saw a hungry person, he wanted to

Marianne Williamson: 00:36:13

feed them. When he saw a sick person, he wanted to heal them. So this is a strange thing. Faux spirituality somehow that has come about in the last few decades, this

Marianne Williamson: 00:36:29

idea that it's somehow spiritual to ignore the suffering of the world. And the truth of the matter is there is no serious religious or spiritual tradition that I know of that

Marianne Williamson: 00:36:41

gives anyone a pass on ignoring the suffering of other sentient beings. Jesus suffered on the cross. The Israelites were enslaved by Pharaoh. If you skip that and go

Marianne Williamson: 00:36:53

directly to the Promised Land, if you if you skip the crucifixion and go directly to the resurrection, it's not resurrection. It's just posting or pasting a happy smiley face

Marianne Williamson: 00:37:06

over the suffering of humanity. So I think you were in the class. Was it yesterday that the woman brought this up? And as I said at the time, Karen, what I respected was that

Marianne Williamson: 00:37:18

she was very respectful, yes, but a lot of those, and this is, of course, a great spiritual challenge for me. First of all, when I first read A Course in Miracles, when

Marianne Williamson: 00:37:29

I not when I first read the course, but when I first wrote a return to love. Yes, Oprah Winfrey opened the door. Yeah. Oprah Winfrey opened the door. Return. You would never

Marianne Williamson: 00:37:42

have read return to love. I'm sure. I mean, it might have been, yes, it would have been published. But, you know, the I the way it was given international exposure in

Marianne Williamson: 00:37:51

politics, I've had no Oprah Winfrey. No one has said, we open the door. Here she is. Now, in my mind, what I have done in politics is no different than what I do in

Marianne Williamson: 00:38:08

with course, in miracles. What I've learned about myself is I'm a popularizer. That's what I do. I read this really thick book, and I read it, and then I go to people and

Marianne Williamson: 00:38:19

go, This is what it says. Okay, this is what it says. And the people go, really, yeah, this is what it's really saying. I feel I've sat down the same thing with politics. I

Marianne Williamson: 00:38:28

look at it and I go, Hey everybody, this is what's really going down to me. It's the same thing. And it's always about saying, See, they're not loving, that's the problem.

Marianne Williamson: 00:38:40

They're not loving that's a problem, but this is how we can change it. See the same thing to me, but in it's it's interesting, because no religious or spiritual. I mean, I

Marianne Williamson: 00:38:53

got some mockery, of course, but there was no institutional resistance to my religious and spiritual career, I was and still am when I'm in that space, oh yes, loved,

Marianne Williamson: 00:39:09

appreciated, liked, and I can make a nice living. Politics has been the exact opposite. In fact, when people say she's doing it to sell books, the way to sell

Marianne Williamson: 00:39:21

books in the spiritual world is to never mention politics. Let me tell you something, Karen, some of my colleagues are even more left wing than me, but they keep their

Marianne Williamson: 00:39:31

mouths shut. Look

Karen Kenney: 00:39:33

at don't think. I don't notice who isn't speaking up and who isn't saying stuff. When I think of white I know,

Marianne Williamson: 00:39:40

you know so. So it's very challenging for me, as you can imagine, and now for me in the in the course, it talks about God's plan of the teachers of

Marianne Williamson: 00:39:51

God, and how God knows how your and Jesus, really the Holy Spirit knows. He says, I know where your talents can. Best be used. So believe me, at this point, my blood,

Marianne Williamson: 00:40:06

sweat and tears, it has been devastating for me, not only, I mean, you really to wake up every morning, and you know they talk about you shouldn't online bully teenagers, but

Marianne Williamson: 00:40:19

for whatever reason, online bullying me go for it to every single morning wake up and, you know, light about smear, humiliated, it's really attacked, judged, and then even

Marianne Williamson: 00:40:35

by the spiritual crowd has been that's my spiritual lesson and challenge. Somebody said to me this morning, something about some woman because I had gotten the text,

Marianne Williamson: 00:40:48

did you know she's dating so and so I went, Oh, that's so wonderful. You know, somebody found love. That's always a good thing. And they said, but wasn't she really awful to

Marianne Williamson: 00:40:58

you? I said, if I, if if I held on to every time someone in the political field has abandoned or neglected or betrayed or I would just be one angry, pathetic old woman.

Marianne Williamson: 00:41:11

And that goes back to what you were saying. I'm a choice. I'm a choice. So yes, I it has been when people say, where's the love? Although I appreciate it, Karen, what you

Marianne Williamson: 00:41:25

said about that, about about No, not what you said, but in that class, the fact that that woman was respectful and bringing it up. You know, I had an experience over the

Marianne Williamson: 00:41:35

last couple of days that that has really meant a lot to me. One of the things, well, definitely, the thing that has been the hardest is how I have been caricatured as

Karen Kenney: 00:41:51

ditzy, woo, woo,

Marianne Williamson: 00:41:53

not smart like they are. All that has been, you know, the insult is so strong, right? And how, and then I also felt within the spiritual world, and

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:06

this is why, and I've said this to you before, when I went to New Hampshire and you spoke to those crowds. And of course, we know had Reid Hoffman not given $2 million

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:15

for the Biden writer, and said I was never given the chance within that world to get my sea legs, but to the extent to which I had any exposure, you were so out there, and it

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:24

meant so much to me and so many, even in the spiritual world, you know, entire consciousness, community, our colleagues, some of whom have known me for years,

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:36

wouldn't just make a video and say, I don't care about I don't know about our politics. You may or may not agree, but look, I've known look, I've known her for 35 years.

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:44

That's not who she is. Everybody's so afraid. Well, they made her radioactive. So if I defend her, take up for her, or stand with her, that'll make me radioactive. That

Marianne Williamson: 00:42:56

was so painful. I felt I was being sent. It's such, it's such archetypally, it was like witch burning, but all the people who were just silent while I was being led to

Marianne Williamson: 00:43:04

the so I had an experience. Just in the last week, somebody sent me a text, and I want to, I want to cover up the specifics to make sure, to protect sure, you know, somebody

Marianne Williamson: 00:43:19

said that there had been a lecture, and my name was mentioned in the lecture, and it was at a very fancy, prestigious place, and there was this, there was this lecturer, a

Marianne Williamson: 00:43:32

woman who is a teacher at a very Fancy, prestigious college. And it was about politics and love, and that my friend had said, You're mentioned. But one of the

Marianne Williamson: 00:43:49

things that I've seen so much of is that even if someone wanted to point out where they agreed with me, they would make sure that you knew not that I take her seriously

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:03

or anything, right? Because a character of me is, well, you can't possibly take her seriously. I mean, she's such a joke, right? So then, even if they go on to say something

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:12

in agreement, so long story short, because I'm, you know, I realize now all the things I should have spoken to, I should have said Stop right there. But at the time, somebody

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:24

told me, I heard somebody talking about how there's actually a Japanese word for when it's like a fire hose. So much is coming at you, and so when you're actually running and

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:33

going through all that, you're in a traumatized state, yes, but now I'm not running. I have time, and I saw that, and I thought, I'm going to write to this woman.

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:43

And I looked up on the internet and I wrote her, and I'm healed enough that I'm healed of any attack. I'm healed of any I just said, this is what women are trained to do

Marianne Williamson: 00:44:56

to one another. Oh, my God. And I hope you will see that Karen. Karen, I got the most beautiful letter back from her, the most beautiful letter. And first of all, I didn't

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:08

even think I would necessarily hear back from her second. I would have thought that if I had her back from her, maybe a condescending, well, you know, that sort of

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:16

New Age apology, like, Well, I'm sorry. You feel that way. I got such it was genuine atonement. It was amends. Is that you're so right, I threw you under the bus. I the way,

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:27

the way she apologized, and the way she even made an issue. It could not have been more profound and elegant and beautiful, for which I'm so grateful. So if we are open,

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:40

and it's interesting. I can see how it works spiritually, because I have not wanted to be a bitter turn into a bitter old woman, because I have wanted to be forgiving,

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:49

because there's been that kind of clearing within myself. I'm not saying I'm completely 100% I'm not a perfect person, but I've really worked this. Worked at this because I

Marianne Williamson: 00:45:59

knew, Okay, you went to a brutal experience emotionally. Now your choice, where are you going to go from this? You're going to be more open or more closed. And I think if I

Marianne Williamson: 00:46:09

had not done that work, I think even if I'd written to her, it would have had a little bit of an attack back, but it didn't, and it opened the space. So healing is always

Marianne Williamson: 00:46:19

happening. And I appreciate you acknowledging the the phenomenon it and I do think and tell me, if you agree with this, it's been an extreme animus towards me in

Marianne Williamson: 00:46:41

the culture, among people who supposedly would call themselves feminists, there's been some strange, um, not just willingness, but eagerness. When, if you know anything

Marianne Williamson: 00:46:56

about how the system works, the DNC, the very corrupt people at the top saw me as a possible threat and to get rid of her, and then they de amplify. I mean, even the women

Marianne Williamson: 00:47:07

on the view just take their talking points when Sonny host and said how, you know, completely mischaracterized my work with AIDS patients. But I do there's still some

Marianne Williamson: 00:47:19

mystery to me. Karen. One woman came up to me recently a very powerful political figure in a major American city, and I had spoken at some only for a couple of minutes at an

Marianne Williamson: 00:47:34

interfaith something, and she came up to me almost like she was stricken. And she said, I want you to know having heard you just now, I'm your fan. And she said, I I want to

Marianne Williamson: 00:47:48

tell you that, because before today, I was not your fan, I have said, I just want you to know that I heard her. I took it in, and I said I would only ask one thing next time

Marianne Williamson: 00:48:02

you hear a woman mocked me, she said, I know, I know. I can't believe it. I can't believe it. So we're all learning,

Karen Kenney: 00:48:12

okay, yeah, we are all learning and and this is, this is the thing that drives me absolutely mental. So I found it so fascinating. I think you, you may or

Karen Kenney: 00:48:27

may not remember the exact way that you've said this, and I'm going to try to, like, cover all the bases, because you just said a lot when you came to New Hampshire in 2016

Karen Kenney: 00:48:38

and I introduced you, and then you came out on stage, and you said, you basically said, wow, New Hampshire, you're like, the hotbed of activity right now. Like, how does this

Karen Kenney: 00:48:47

feel? And you said, you know, my spiritual journey actually began in New Hampshire when I was 14 years old, right? I went to Exeter school, and you, you said this, I was

Karen Kenney: 00:48:57

looking through the book brochure, and there was a class called and I wrote it down so I wouldn't forget philosophical interpretations of the question of God. And

Karen Kenney: 00:49:05

you said

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philosophical approaches to the question, okay? And you said

Karen Kenney: 00:49:10

you shot out of your body with excitement. And ever since then, like that, ever since then, you have been you in your words. I wrote it down in love with classes

Karen Kenney: 00:49:20

about religion, spirituality and philosophy and stuff ever since. What that tells me is that, since you were 41st, of all, okay, wait, since you were 14, you have been a

Karen Kenney: 00:49:34

very serious thinker. There is nothing like and this is, here's something I want to ask you, what year did your dad die? Do

Marianne Williamson: 00:49:47

you remember my father died in 1995

Karen Kenney: 00:49:51

okay, because I was trying to remember at one point, I remember that I flew with you to Texas and we went to your. This house, and I remember being at the

Karen Kenney: 00:50:01

table and just seeing you in, like, family time with, like, all of your relatives. And I just thought this is fascinating, because I think you have always been and please

Karen Kenney: 00:50:15

correct me if I'm wrong, because it was only one time that I was in the room with all of you at the same time, but I had a deep sense of like, you're a little different, right?

Karen Kenney: 00:50:25

You were a little different than most of your family, etc. Okay, so here you are, this Jewish kid who ends up like discovering A Course in Miracles is not bogged down by

Karen Kenney: 00:50:36

all of the language, and you didn't have to grapple with the terminology of like, whatever. So when you met Jesus, I feel like you know, not that you didn't know about

Karen Kenney: 00:50:47

Jesus before that, but like you kind of met A Course in Miracles and these principles with like an open hat. What I'm trying to kind of put together is what is really

Karen Kenney: 00:50:57

frustrating is somebody who knows you personally, and who like, lived like, lived in your like, lived I saw you every single day. I traveled with you. I watched you pack

Karen Kenney: 00:51:07

your clothes. I saw you raise your dot like I was around and I would be amazed. I don't say this lightly, I don't, you know, of course, the miracle says, reserve your offer

Karen Kenney: 00:51:22

God, right? I don't have a lot of like, awe for my fellow human beings. I have a lot of respect. I have reverence. I have excitement and curiosity. But I don't know if I've I've

Karen Kenney: 00:51:36

said to my sweetie so many times, you know what? They don't get how fucking smart she is. You used to speak these lectures. Talk about like you would just go out on stage

Karen Kenney: 00:51:52

and yeah, you brought your book, you know, in case you wanted to look up a particular thing, but no notes, never. I was living with you. I don't know if you remember this.

Karen Kenney: 00:52:01

I was living with you when you first wrote the first title of it was the healing of America. And you were so studious, and you really wanted to understand, and you were

Karen Kenney: 00:52:11

talking about reparations before it was even a thing. And you out, and I'm not saying that. Listen, as you know, I don't blow smoke up anybody's ass. I You might be one

Karen Kenney: 00:52:21

of the most intelligent women I have ever met. You are so your capacity to recall information is brilliant, but even more so your capacity to connect the dots and to

Karen Kenney: 00:52:37

take this information to get intimate with it. Because one of my teachers is she's like a she would call herself, maybe a medical intuitive. She's a healer. And her husband

Karen Kenney: 00:52:51

was, I think, a somatic therapist, but he once said to her, and then she said to me, information isn't what heals. Intimacy heals. Oh, that's beautiful. And you have a

Karen Kenney: 00:53:05

way of taking a lot of information, getting very intimate with it, curating it, connecting the dots to how it applies to us, and then you deliver it to us in a very

Karen Kenney: 00:53:17

applicable way. I have always been blown away by your intelligence, by how you could just and again, right? Let's go back to the prayer from A Course in Miracles. I am here

Karen Kenney: 00:53:29

only to be truly helpful. I don't have to worry about what to say or what to do, because He who sent me will tell me you have always operated from that place. So it is so

Karen Kenney: 00:53:38

incredibly it has been so incredibly frustrating to me when I would see you try to get a word in edgewise during a debate, or you'd be on even Bill Maher, God bless

Karen Kenney: 00:53:50

him, but he interrupts right like so many people, they don't let you talk. And what I find fascinating is whenever, how do I say this? My problem with the media, my problem

Karen Kenney: 00:54:03

with shows like the view, my problem with like even TV shows and like all this stuff, they are trying to condense you, your brilliance, your point of view, your

Karen Kenney: 00:54:15

history, your whatever, into these tiny little boxes and these tidy little snippets and windows of time. And I'll never forget, I think it was the night you were on Trevor,

Karen Kenney: 00:54:29

Trevor show, and he let you talk. And I'll never forget him saying, You don't sound so crazy when they actually let you talk, huh? And I felt so vindicated, like I was like,

Karen Kenney: 00:54:46

yes, like I was screaming at my TV. So this is what I think, what part of the problem is in in America, and in how people create these caricatures of you, is. Don't do their

Karen Kenney: 00:55:00

homework. They don't take time to read your books. They don't take time to go in here you speak at length, because any person who has ever sat in a lecture hall with you

Karen Kenney: 00:55:12

either says like, well, they've say many things, but what it's either like, I don't get this because they're they are just not attuned to that, or they think, oh my god,

Karen Kenney: 00:55:26

like, Oh my God. And I think that there's we do this, we I think there's a lot of like, eye rolling that happens around love, and it will be our demise if we don't course

Karen Kenney: 00:55:39

correct that.

Marianne Williamson: 00:55:40

Well, also eye rolling. If it's not, you know, if it's a male, oh my god, or someone who's like a male minister, then it's Oh, Reverend, thank you, or

Marianne Williamson: 00:55:49

whatever, yeah. Or if, if a male says it, you know, you could take some quotes from Martin Luther King and just not tell somebody that it was him. And those eye

Marianne Williamson: 00:56:02

rolls might come, but if they know it's Martin Luther King that they can open to, they can see it, and they can see the profundity I

Karen Kenney: 00:56:09

want to Can I interrupt you for a second? I don't know how long it's been since, and I don't know if you've ever gone back and seen this video of you. I

Karen Kenney: 00:56:18

don't know exactly where you were, but it was a conference, and it was something like a collective of different like religious groups, and there are a bunch of women in

Karen Kenney: 00:56:29

the audience, and you started to talk about how, like, it was, like, I think I'm like, she's channeling right now, like she is just like on Fire right now. But you are

Karen Kenney: 00:56:40

basically saying how that they fear independent women, because independent women raise independent children and independent thinkers, and how it's such a threat to

Karen Kenney: 00:56:52

them. Do you remember that conference, you

Marianne Williamson: 00:56:54

know? And it was, and I remember the movie that I got that from was there was a film called The burning times by the Canadian film board, and the concept was

Marianne Williamson: 00:57:04

that passionate free thinking women raise passionate free thinking children, passionate free thinking children become passionate free thinking adults and

Marianne Williamson: 00:57:13

passionate free thinking adults are very difficult to manipulate and almost impossible To control. Yes,

Karen Kenney: 00:57:20

and I think that that sums up you. And I think people, it's easier to make fun of you, because what do we do we don't like, we put down we make fun of we other

Karen Kenney: 00:57:36

what we do not understand. Yeah, and then, rather than doing our homework, and in rather than, like I said, you spend any amount of time with you, there is, there is

Karen Kenney: 00:57:51

nothing like, I always say, it's not woo, woo. It's true, true. There is nothing like you have never been this. Like, whoo. Like, like, yeah, I don't think there's anything

Karen Kenney: 00:58:09

more serious than love. I don't think there's anything more serious and more powerful than love. And if they don't, if they whoever, if people don't start to wake

Karen Kenney: 00:58:22

up to this because we've tried, like you were just saying, we've tried the other stuff, you know, like, as you always say, the people who drove us into the ditch are

Karen Kenney: 00:58:31

the ones trying to now tell us that they're the only ones who can get out of it. Please, please. We've tried your way, and look where we've gotten. That's

Marianne Williamson: 00:58:39

right. And also, I think that those people who simply made a decision that I would not be heard, they felt that democracy was threatened,

Marianne Williamson: 00:58:48

therefore they had to suppress democracy that didn't want my voice in the mix. They came up with a caricature that I'm not a serious person because they knew how serious

Marianne Williamson: 00:59:00

I am, see, that's the interesting thing. Some of them might not have understood the seriousness because you said they didn't read my books, they didn't come to hear my

Marianne Williamson: 00:59:08

lectures, but I think they did have a sense that I could attract an audience if I was heard. And instead of seeing that as, Oh, great. Well, then let's see if it might be

Marianne Williamson: 00:59:19

something, and let the American voters, the Democratic voters, decide it was like, it was like, put the lid on it and make sure that it's not out there. Not because they

Marianne Williamson: 00:59:26

thought I couldn't be successful, because of the level on which I, they thought that I might be. And it was undemocratic, and I think it contributed to the situation we're

Karen Kenney: 00:59:38

in now. Well, let me ask you this. You said somewhere, having taught universal spiritual themes as articulated in A Course in Miracles for over 40 years, this

Karen Kenney: 00:59:49

is pointing back to your book. You say none of those themes have been more fascinating to me than the role of Jesus in helping to enlighten the human race. So this is like a

Karen Kenney: 00:59:59

two part question. So what do you think Jesus's role is right now in enlightening the human race? And what is, I guess I'll simplify it. I'll just say, and what's your

Karen Kenney: 01:00:11

role right now? Like, where are you pointing right now? Like, where is your energy and your focus? I mean, I am in touch with you, I see. But for people who maybe don't know,

Karen Kenney: 01:00:20

who are curious, like, what's next? For what's next? Or where are you going next, or whatever? Well, the first

Marianne Williamson: 01:00:25

question was about Jesus. So let's take the Jesus part first. The Course of Miracles indicates he became, while on this earth, completely purified of

Marianne Williamson: 01:00:36

all fear, so that only divine consciousness or love remained within his mind. That is the same thing as saying he became completely enlightened. It is the same thing

Marianne Williamson: 01:00:47

as became saying he became completely self actualized. It's the same thing as saying he became one with the Holy Spirit, having thus become one with the Holy Spirit, the Course

Marianne Williamson: 01:00:56

says he is then authorized by God to help the rest of us. Should we request it? If you don't request it, it would be a violation of your free will, but if you do request it, he

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:05

said, I'll come into your thinking. I'll come into your mind. My mind shine with your mind can shine away the ego that has been his role, that will always be his role. Once

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:13

God has created something, it's unalterable in terms of me. Now I'm like everyone. This is not a moment when any of us can figure out what to do. Karen, this is a moment when

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:28

humanity is at this incredible inflection point in much in the way that you and I discussed before the mind that can figure it out is already stymied here. So I think this

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:39

is a moment you know, people say all the time about our political situation and so forth, what do we do? This isn't a moment for knowing what to do. This is a moment for

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:49

deep receptivity, preparing your vessel, making yourself available. If you're going to build a big, tall building, you're going to have to have a deep hole in the ground

Marianne Williamson: 01:01:59

right now, it's about trying to prepare ourselves and being very aware. I feel with the people I know, with the people I come into contact, with you, I sense that it's

Marianne Williamson: 01:02:13

almost as though not that the universe is different, it doesn't change. But I have a deeper awareness of the intentionality of the universe, the Course in Miracles, says

Marianne Williamson: 01:02:22

God has the answer to every problem the moment the problem occurs. We are democracy, and I do believe that American democracy has been and continues to be a great light upon

Marianne Williamson: 01:02:33

the planet. It is wounded. It is compromised. It's it's definitely not. In good shape. But I believe that God, once again, God, has the answer to every problem.

Marianne Williamson: 01:02:49

Moment The problem occurs, it like works, like a GPS. You take the wrong turn, and God knows we've made the wrong turn. The Universe, the GPS recalibrates, and it

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:00

calibrates through each and every one of us. So I'm in a state of not knowing there's a certain level in which I'm sure you are too. I'm sure that's where everybody I think

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:10

consciousness right now, the highest space is, I don't know. Be an empty rise, like it says in in the in the Eastern religions, be an empty rice bowl. Present an empty rice

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:23

bowl to God. So the Western mind, Western materialism, is, I gotta figure it out, and then after I figured it out, I'll let God know, in case he's interested. This the, you

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:32

know, Bill Thetford, one of the scribes of the course called the course, the Christian Vedanta. It's emptiness. Use me. Use my hands. Use my feet. There's that beautiful

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:41

part in the course. Use my hands, use my feet. Where would you have me go? What would you have me do you have me say? So I have felt in my own life, my healing from what I

Marianne Williamson: 01:03:51

have gone through. Yeah, you know, sometimes it's interesting, because people will say, Oh, she's doing it for her ego. What could possibly be more ego crushing than what I've

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:03

been through, right? So, but isn't that interesting? For instance, I'll give you an example. What, what sentence encapsulates the Course in Miracles, more than this,

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:14

world is an illusion, and in return to love, there's a line. Sickness is an illusion, because I'm talking about Buddhists. Of the world is an illusion, like you said. Maya

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:25

Einstein said, time and space, or illusions, albeit persistent ones. I'm talking about the chorus. So those who were seeking to create this narrative to completely

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:36

peripheral eyes. My voice came up with that line, in return to love. She says AIDS is an illusion. She told people, I know, so really, if you think about it, what could be

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:48

more perfect? What could be more perfect, and then also what you said before, she's really not very smart, you know, what could be more perfect? What I can see that from

Marianne Williamson: 01:04:58

some level, Marianne. If you can, if you can get through this intact, if you can get through this intact. So I know that intellectually, that my emotions aren't

Marianne Williamson: 01:05:09

always caught to that place, but we're all going through exactly what we need to go through, and it's not any different in anybody's life than in anyone else's so what

Marianne Williamson: 01:05:21

that's supposed to mean. You know, we both know the principles. It means that right now I'm supposed to be in conversation with you. That's always supposed to know right now, I

Marianne Williamson: 01:05:29

don't know. What am I supposed to do? I don't know. Talk to Karen. Well, I will tell you that's what's happening in this moment. Therefore I know that this is what's

Marianne Williamson: 01:05:36

supposed to what are you going to do? I don't know. As long as this park has his own maybe has some dinner,

Karen Kenney: 01:05:41

something, something that has helped me a lot, is a line in the course that says a healed mind does not plan. Yeah, and I always say to my friends, my people,

Karen Kenney: 01:05:52

in my group, I say it doesn't mean you don't have a plan, like you can talk about your plan. It just means don't make the plan by yourself, like I have been calling upon like

Karen Kenney: 01:06:03

again, I always say to people, I don't care, call it Jesus. Call it the internal teacher. Call it Holy Spirit. Spirit. Call it intuition. And what I don't get hung up on

Karen Kenney: 01:06:12

the names, but all I know I'll never forget. You know Jack Canfield, so Jack, I happened to be in an event one time that he was speaking at, and the woman who was putting

Karen Kenney: 01:06:22

on the event was a friend of mine, and so she's like, come sit at the table, like, with me and Jack. So I got to I was like, one chair over from him, and it was really

Karen Kenney: 01:06:32

funny, because, like, I was vegan, and nobody made me any food. So Jack's like, have the potatoes off my plate. And we struck up a conversation. He was a sweetie,

Karen Kenney: 01:06:40

nice. And I had told him, you know, that I knew you. And he was like, oh, and like, you know, I remember texting you while I was at the event to tell you, but he asked all of

Karen Kenney: 01:06:50

us to go around the table and introduce ourselves and tell him what we're working on, whatever. And I remember when it came to me, I just said, you know, here's the thing,

Karen Kenney: 01:06:58

I do. A lot of things, you know, I've been a yoga teacher forever. I'm a spiritual mentor. I'm a writer, I'm a storyteller. I have a pod all these things, and I said, but

Karen Kenney: 01:07:08

all I know is, every day I wake up in the morning and I say a few prayers, and one of them has always been, please have me go where you would have me go. Have me I go,

Karen Kenney: 01:07:15

because here's what I know. And I go, if I'm driving the bus alone, we're fucked. I go like, if I'm in charge, if those younger pots of myself or some ego part of me is

Karen Kenney: 01:07:26

fully in charge, we are in trouble. And I'll never forget, like Jack was just took a bite, put his fork down, he finished chewing, he looked at me, and he's like, You

Karen Kenney: 01:07:35

need to write a book about that. And I said, What? He's like, You need to write a book entitle it. If I'm driving the bus alone, we're fucked or something like that. And I

Karen Kenney: 01:07:45

thought it was, like such a fascinating moment. And later, he and I had a whole conversation about swearing, and it was really interesting. But I'll never forget

Karen Kenney: 01:07:53

him saying that. And I think, Wait

Marianne Williamson: 01:07:55

a minute, go ahead, in the realm of book publishing, yeah, that's like a big deal that Jack Canfield sent out to you. Let's get into the world here for a

Marianne Williamson: 01:08:06

minute. Did you write that book? No, I haven't. You don't get publishing advice from Jack Canfield and then not do it. Karen,

Karen Kenney: 01:08:16

I know it's like, it's in there somewhere, but I'm trying to get this memoir done. I'm trying to get this memoir done. And you know, it's a love letter to my

Karen Kenney: 01:08:25

mother, amongst other things, but it's also my spiritual journey, and that's why I say, oh, there's a chapter on you in there. There's a chapter on all these things. And

Karen Kenney: 01:08:32

it's interesting, because the working title, which I think will be the title of my book, it's literally and it's a play on multiple facets. And you use this word earlier, but

Karen Kenney: 01:08:40

I'm calling it evidence. And it's about, obviously, evidence of a crime scene, evidence, but evidence of God's love. Like, there's a lot of plays on this evidence that

Karen Kenney: 01:08:50

I always belonged whatever it is, and so I do, though, trust me, I have like a file where I'm like books, book titles, books to write personal essays, whatever and it's on

Karen Kenney: 01:09:01

there. If you had told

Marianne Williamson: 01:09:02

me that day, I would have gone into this big thing about in the universe. If you're sitting next to Jack Canfield, then he says, write a book. I also

Marianne Williamson: 01:09:11

want to mention a quote from the course in line with what you were saying, beware the danger of self initiated plans. Oh my gosh, because that's that's really the issue here.

Marianne Williamson: 01:09:21

God's plan will work. Yours, won't you don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. You don't know where your your skills and expertise fits into the larger picture. So

Marianne Williamson: 01:09:32

you don't have any serious rock on which to stand when you were planning what's going to happen, you don't know what's going to happen. It's true.

Karen Kenney: 01:09:44

I think we're an impatient bunch, though. I think we absolutely

Marianne Williamson: 01:09:48

well. And there's a line in the course only infinite patience produces immediate results. And

Karen Kenney: 01:09:55

there's another line that says something about how I'm going to. Butcher it. But the the essence of it is basically like, those who only those who know are

Karen Kenney: 01:10:05

those who have faith, can can like, can be patient, can wait patiently. No,

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:11

someone, I don't know the exact line, but yes, can afford, yeah, can afford to be That's exactly right. That's exactly right. And I think that

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:19

that's really God's answer to what the question that we're talking about right now, right something is and you feel it even in terms of this moment. Something is

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:28

activating. Yeah, you know, sometimes people will somebody. People will say to me, I've heard it a lot in the last two weeks. Why aren't people in the streets that it doesn't

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:37

that doesn't mean people don't care. It's not the zeitgeist of the moment. First of all, the forces that be don't care about people in the streets anymore. I mean, Black

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:46

Lives Matter. Was the biggest protest movement in American history, and they were like, Yeah, so it's different. Something's happening inside. Martin Luther King said,

Marianne Williamson: 01:10:55

Do not mistake Our material passivity for weakness. We are spiritually active. So you might look at people and go, nobody's doing anything. People are thinking. People are

Marianne Williamson: 01:11:08

processing. You know, when you go through something terrible, you don't immediately rush out and act necessarily, unless it's like the house is on fire. It's like, you

Marianne Williamson: 01:11:19

go, Wait, I gotta think about this. I gotta think about this. And that's where I think we are. So nobody can know, you know you you do the work in the vertical, and then you

Marianne Williamson: 01:11:29

get direction on the horizontal. And just be very alert to every circumstance and every connection. Be very alert. You know, I've always felt that my or since I've known to

Marianne Williamson: 01:11:47

even think about these things, that one of my own character defects is I get there late, whether it was a relationship or city I lived in, it's only later that I realized

Marianne Williamson: 01:11:58

I could have been so much more present. Mm, I could have been so much more present. I could have brought so much more of myself to it, and if I had, I would have gotten so

Marianne Williamson: 01:12:07

much more from it. And I think now it's just very important we be very present, that whatever the relationship is that you're in, and I mean every relationship, every

Marianne Williamson: 01:12:21

circumstance, we tend to say with our ego minds, this circumstance matters, those don't matter. This relationship matters. Others don't matter. If you if you feel, as

Marianne Williamson: 01:12:33

Mary Morris always says, There is no spot where God is not every single moment, every single encounter, every single relationship. If you really make your prayer, I want to

Marianne Williamson: 01:12:45

inhabit this space at the highest way. Sometimes I'll say to myself, I want to be the Marianne. I want to be the version of Mary Ann who could handle this really well,

Marianne Williamson: 01:12:56

right? Which sometimes is easier to do than others, and to really be present. That's where the future is born. So I think if we will really inhabit the space of this moment

Marianne Williamson: 01:13:08

as beautifully and with as much availability and receptivity to what's possible for us and others, then incredible things are going to happen, even with what's happening in the

Marianne Williamson: 01:13:20

United States. This story is far from over. And, you know, they say in AA, every, every problem comes bearing its own solution. We're we're going to grow up now, as Lincoln

Marianne Williamson: 01:13:39

said, as our case is new, we must think anew and act anew. We must disenthrall ourselves, and then we will save our country. Can you believe he said, We must disenthrall

Marianne Williamson: 01:13:52

ourselves.

Karen Kenney: 01:13:53

I think that you know here in the illusion, because we do have, we have the belief of that we've successfully separated, and, you know, we do, quote,

Karen Kenney: 01:14:06

unquote, have bodies and nervous systems, and the amygdala is firing these chemicals. And I think for a lot of people, we have a lot of trauma, and a lot of traumatizing and

Karen Kenney: 01:14:16

very young people all across the board, right? I think understand, like, who's not who hasn't been traumatized, but I feel like a lot of people hijacked by their fear

Karen Kenney: 01:14:32

centers, right? And they don't always know the tools that are absolutely they don't know all the tools that are available to them. I've been really, you know, I about

Karen Kenney: 01:14:42

three years ago, whatever I became, I was certified to become a hypnotist. And I don't necessarily super identify, like, Oh, I'm a hypnotist, but so much of what I've been

Karen Kenney: 01:14:53

learning more and more about neuroscience and the brain and the nervous system things that just correlate with what I've learned through yoga or, you know. The last 25

Karen Kenney: 01:15:00

whatever he is, but one of the one of the I love how in A Course in Miracles, and every time you say it on a call, whatever it just, it makes me laugh. First of all, before I

Karen Kenney: 01:15:11

forget, am I the only one that finds A Course in Miracles and Jesus wicked funny? I think there are so many times when I'm reading the course and I just start laughing

Karen Kenney: 01:15:21

at some of the things that he says to us about, like, our foolishness and like, like, it's almost like, yeah, you can keep doing that, or you could, like, whatever. I laugh

Karen Kenney: 01:15:29

all the time, but

Marianne Williamson: 01:15:31

I, I have never felt, Oh, he's funny, but I have felt he's so cool,

Karen Kenney: 01:15:37

right? What's I always say he's, like, our cool older brother, like, like, the good

Marianne Williamson: 01:15:42

hair, like, this combination of brilliant and, yeah, those moments when this could not be just a regular human being who wrote this,

Karen Kenney: 01:15:50

yeah. I mean, when I say funny, I don't mean like ridiculous, but it's more like he's, he's so honest and direct about laying out to us our situation

Karen Kenney: 01:16:00

that we somehow are not seeing ourselves, and it just strikes me as so funny and interesting. But anyways, my point is is that a lot of people don't, when you use the

Karen Kenney: 01:16:12

words a part of our problem solving repertoire, right? I don't think a lot of people think of Jesus is being a part of their problem solving repertoire. So I want

Karen Kenney: 01:16:24

to say two things. So like, behind me, it's interesting, all these pictures that you can see right here, these are all like pictures of Jesus, like paintings. And there's a

Karen Kenney: 01:16:32

brilliant he's a he's, I don't know if he's Chinese. I'm not sure what, what his heritage is. His name is young Sun Kim, and he's a Christian artist, and he paints

Karen Kenney: 01:16:43

these, there's really tender and beautiful paintings of Jesus. And I always say to people, Oh, it's my Jesus wall back there. And people were like, Oh, you were like a

Karen Kenney: 01:16:51

Catholic kid, right? And I said, Yeah, but I had a really interesting thing that happened when I was about 13 years old. It was right after my mother had had been killed, and,

Karen Kenney: 01:17:04

you know, I was a Catholic kid, so this confession, whatever have you ever been like? Have you ever you've never gone to Confession or anything like that, right?

Karen Kenney: 01:17:12

Because it's not your religion, okay? So basically, you've seen in a church the confession booths, right? So there I am at Saint Patrick's in Lawrence mass. Never

Karen Kenney: 01:17:20

forget it, you know, I go in, and part of it is you have to go in, and you feel like you're in a spy movie, because they're sitting on one side with a little slider,

Karen Kenney: 01:17:28

and they're in the dock. And then you go in, and you got to shut the curtain, and automatically, you're like, oh, this has to be in secret. So I must, I've done some bad

Karen Kenney: 01:17:36

things, just like she I got to go in the dock and admit these bad things, you know. And then they slide it open, and the first thing you say is like, Forgive me, Father,

Karen Kenney: 01:17:44

for I have sinned. It's been this long since I've been to confession. And then you get to tell them all the bad things you did, all the sin, all the sinning, the sinning you've

Karen Kenney: 01:17:53

done. And then the priest will say to you, okay, say your act of contrition. And then they basically, like, give you your punishment. Like, go up to the front of the

Karen Kenney: 01:18:03

church, say this many Hail Marys, whatever. Now I'll never forget this. I mean, back then, there was no again, talking about my mother, there was no therapy, there were no

Karen Kenney: 01:18:13

books, there was no hugging, there was no crying, there was no like, so I'm pretty sure I had PTSD that I was like in shock, and I was a smart kid, but in that moment, I

Karen Kenney: 01:18:25

totally forgot my act of contrition, and I'll never forget my sister was sitting outside on one of the pews waiting to go in after me. When I told him I could not

Karen Kenney: 01:18:34

remember my act of contrition, he started screaming at me, like yelling at me, and I will. And maybe he wasn't screaming, but he yelled. I was embarrassed. I was humiliated.

Karen Kenney: 01:18:46

And all I kept thinking was I know my sister can hear this, and I know she's loving every second that I have this and I'm being embarrassed. And there were other people in

Karen Kenney: 01:18:55

the church, the old ladies, who had come to pray before Mass and stuff, and I was just so humiliated. And he's like, go up to the front say, this many Hail Marys, this many

Karen Kenney: 01:19:04

AFAB is blah, blah, blah. And I shut the thing, I slid open the curtain, and there was my sister with this shit eating grin on her face, and I just felt like I got angry.

Karen Kenney: 01:19:15

I got really angry. And I remember marching up to the front of the church, and I plunked down on the pew and the altars in front of me, and there's like jumbo Jesus. The

Karen Kenney: 01:19:24

Catholics love to make Jesus' suffering so huge. He's like jumbo Jesus hanging. And I look over and I saw a statue of Mary holding baby Jesus. And I was like, just so grateful

Karen Kenney: 01:19:37

in that moment to have the memory of a compassionate mother. And I remember looking up at Jesus. I remember looking around at all the stained glass windows, and I said to

Karen Kenney: 01:19:46

Jesus, and I said to God, this is what I said. And I think this is what made you possible. Also in my life, I said, Look from now on, I literally said this. I'll never

Karen Kenney: 01:19:56

forget I go look from now on, if you got something to say to me, and I got something. To say to you, we're going to say it to each other, like, go through that guy, no more of

Karen Kenney: 01:20:04

this middle man stuff, good for you. And so I think that's why the spiritual mentor, I always say, I say it about I say I'm a spiritual mutt, but I've always said I'm

Karen Kenney: 01:20:15

like, Look, Jesus is a free agent. Like, Jesus is too cool for just one group of people to claim him. And

Marianne Williamson: 01:20:21

that's, of course, what this book is about, too. Yeah, monopoly, you speak. Will you speak about that a little bit? Well, it's everything that you just

Marianne Williamson: 01:20:30

said that he knew. No group, no institution, can own the stars can own the wind can own the breeze can own the sunlight. And Jesus is that as the name of our shared identity,

Marianne Williamson: 01:20:43

at one with God, no institution, no religion, regardless what it claims, can claim an ownership of that or monopolize it. And that, I believe, is the tremendous

Marianne Williamson: 01:20:56

spiritual awakening that's going on around him. Now, when I wrote this book, it was because my editor had called to say, you know, we keep getting calls from booksellers

Marianne Williamson: 01:21:08

who say that people are coming in and saying, I want a book about Jesus, but I don't want a Christian book. Do you have any books that talk about Jesus, but not

Marianne Williamson: 01:21:16

Christian specifically? And they said, Don't you talk about Jesus that? I said, Yes, of course I do. As a student of A Course in Miracles, I want to ask you a question, yes,

Marianne Williamson: 01:21:28

tell me about Tell me about your sister. Now, did she grow up and move in a similar kind of direction to you? Did she psychically survive all that intact? Is,

Karen Kenney: 01:21:40

um, my sister went in a really different direction than me. I mean, she had her first baby at 18. She has two sons, so she became a mother at 18, like my mother

Karen Kenney: 01:21:51

became a mother at 20, my sister became a mother at 18, and she is she was married for a period of time. She's not married anymore, but no, she, she's, I'm like, the weirdo in

Karen Kenney: 01:22:07

the family, right? Like, I'm the spiritual vegan yoga. Roll your eyes. I'm the, I'm like, like, you talking about, like, on a larger scale, kind of being the butt of the

Karen Kenney: 01:22:19

Yeah, yeah. So I followed in your footsteps in that way. So I'm off in the, you know, you know, Auntie, you know, whatever you know. And it's, I've just kind of realized

Karen Kenney: 01:22:33

that my sweetie once said to me, like, did the did the stork drop you off at the wrong house? Like, what happened here? And I laugh, and I said, Well, you know, if I

Karen Kenney: 01:22:43

listen to A Course in Miracles, the storm dropped me off at exactly the right house, and I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, for whatever reason. I don't always

Karen Kenney: 01:22:52

understand it, but I trust that there's something smarter than me. And you talk about GPS, you know a lot, and I always say, like, you know what GPS stands for, I say to

Karen Kenney: 01:23:01

my friends, God's pretty smart, so I trust that you know I'm where I'm supposed to be. You could have, if you had told me as a kid, growing up in Lawrence, Massachusetts, that

Karen Kenney: 01:23:15

I was going to move to Los Angeles. Meet you, go to Egypt, go to England and Ireland. Become a 35 years whatever student of A Course in Miracles, become a spiritual

Karen Kenney: 01:23:28

mentor and a yoga teacher. If I would have laughed. I mean, there was just no, I am the most like as for somebody who has had a lot of fear in my life. I think this is one of

Karen Kenney: 01:23:43

the reasons why A Course in Miracles has spoke so deeply to me. I don't know if you saw a few moments ago when you said, you know, Jesus literally, basically became like

Karen Kenney: 01:23:56

he had no fear, and my hands went to my hat, because I'm like, I can't, like, oh, it's gonna make me cry to be able to move through the world with no fear, like the longing

Karen Kenney: 01:24:11

that I that I have for that within myself and, of course, in miracles. First of all, I think it's really misunderstood a lot like you. I think it gets misrepresented in a lot

Karen Kenney: 01:24:22

of ways, but A Course in Miracles does something to my nervous system. The lesson the other day that said God goes with me wherever I go, I was just like, no matter

Karen Kenney: 01:24:32

how many times I've heard it, read it something, my vagus nerve, like, everything, just goes into parasympathetic and goes, like, oh, like, I don't have to figure this

Karen Kenney: 01:24:43

all out on my own. Like, oh, I don't have to know the answer to everything. Like, I can be in the mystery, like, I don't have to have all the solutions and fix things. Like,

Karen Kenney: 01:24:55

my job is to just listen for the voice for God and you. Actually, I have this mocked because I want to read this little section. This is the section. This is in the book,

Karen Kenney: 01:25:07

the small still voice within. And I love this so much. This is what you said, Is it weird when people read your words back to you?

Marianne Williamson: 01:25:13

It's interesting. You'll have that experience soon. You said,

Karen Kenney: 01:25:17

it's you said, listening to the voice for God is a habit we cultivate the mental musculature of grace, who among us hasn't decided something we came later to

Karen Kenney: 01:25:29

regret remembering that at the time, we had a gut feeling it just wasn't right, but we'd gone with some worldly voice that said differently, allowing it to override our

Karen Kenney: 01:25:41

internal knowing, walking through life, taking seriously the guidance of the Holy Spirit, the mystic Jesus, the voice for God. We know that the voices of the world should

Karen Kenney: 01:25:54

always be listened to, but they should never, ever have the final say.

Marianne Williamson: 01:26:02

You know, Karen getting older, that's a large part of what the chapter three of life is looking back. And there's a lot of self forgiveness that is

Marianne Williamson: 01:26:19

involved in looking at situations where, if I'd only paused, if I'd only prayed about it, if I'd only pray before I walked in the room, like you said, prepare my nervous

Marianne Williamson: 01:26:32

system, if I'd only, if I'd only said, Could I have a weekend to think about it? If you know, and you realize life would have gone that way and instead of went that way. But

Marianne Williamson: 01:26:44

then I have to remind myself, God, your body might be older, but the way the universe doesn't universe doesn't age. So that is as true now as it ever was. Be there now, be

Marianne Williamson: 01:27:03

that more considered person now, because we listen to some other voice, I've made some big mistakes in my life, you know, because I listen to some other voice, we all do that.

Marianne Williamson: 01:27:18

That's how you learn to start, no, I'm going to think first, and I'm going to pray about this. And thank you, though, I'll get back to you. You don't even, you know, might not

Marianne Williamson: 01:27:27

even be someone around whom it is appropriate to say, I'm going to pray about it. They wouldn't, but you could say, you know, I'm going to think about that. Thank

Marianne Williamson: 01:27:35

you. The most powerful people don't apologize for wanting to take the time before they respond. It's

Karen Kenney: 01:27:42

so true. I think that sometimes we there's a fear of like, a fear of like, well, if I don't respond quickly, I'm going to miss the opportunity. Or if I,

Karen Kenney: 01:27:53

if I don't, if I don't do something, you know, right away, somebody else might whatever, whatever is it

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:01

that I know? Well, I know for myself, it's more it's not okay to not know that's a sign of weakness, as opposed to, you know, it's like in the Roca

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:13

in that wonderful Letters to a Young Poet, he says, when you don't have the answer to live the question. And like I said, if you really look at the most powerful people,

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:22

they're not in a rush to come up with an answer, and they don't apologize for that.

Karen Kenney: 01:28:27

Let me get back to you. Let

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:29

me get back to you. I remember even on a business level, I remember someone I don't know, an agent, a lawyer, or someone who said to me, really

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:38

good advice about business meetings and was with editors or publishers or something. He said, you know, Mary Ann, just beware. You don't have to say anything. Huh? I love

Marianne Williamson: 01:28:50

that. That song, Billy Joel, leave a tender moment alone. So even in personal, intimate relationships, women are afraid sometimes, but that's sometimes. Our silence is very

Marianne Williamson: 01:29:03

magnetic.

Karen Kenney: 01:29:05

It's true. So I want to, because we just mentioned prayer, and it's, this is a two part thing, but I want to tell a little story first, and then I want to and

Karen Kenney: 01:29:17

then I'll ask you, I have two questions. So you may or may not remember this, but when we were in Montecito, and I was living with you, and I was around a lot you and I had a,

Karen Kenney: 01:29:27

we had a we had a fight. We had Yeah, no, no, hit about, I honestly don't know it could where I was putting the mail on your desk, what I didn't do. I don't know what it

Karen Kenney: 01:29:39

was. I don't remember. I remember that office. I remember that house. So it's like, burned into my mind. I remember where your bed was, your changing room, where the

Karen Kenney: 01:29:48

dresses were, like, I just remember Daniel in the kitchen, Blue Bird. Like, I remember all of it, right? So it's like, burned in there. But I'll never forget coming through

Karen Kenney: 01:29:58

the front door, and you would come in the door. Yeah, I think the stairs would go right upstairs, and your office was like to the right, and then there was a door from

Karen Kenney: 01:30:04

your office into the living room that went out back where you had the roses. Remember you said cut roses all the time.